PULLING MY HAIR OUT -- can't TAKE it anymore!

Guess who just walked into Home Depot and bought a new dishwasher (ours is black, because we're just not fancy enough for stainless steel).

I literally hate the one we have. It came with the house, and I'm fairly sure they went to the discount-washers-R-us (where the R is backward) and said "give us your cheapest modle so it looks fancy. It worked OK in the beginning, but by the time the salesman was done with me I was literally drooling over the new one. Things I'm excited about:

Our current dishwasher is SO loud. SO loud. We have to turn-up the TV, we can't hear the kids -- or anyone else for that matter when it runs.

Our current dishwasher only has one cleaning arm. New one -- has 3.

Our current one leaves food in the bottom because it doesn't have a disposal to chop it all up. Let's all think how fun that is to clean up in my current fragile state -- plus there are all these little traps that have like 15 screws to undo to clean-out the traps. Suicidial, when I think about it.

Today it took me over the top. It's not dissolving the soap, it's pumping water out the air gap into our sink, it was leaking, it wouldn't pump out all the water and it's leaving our dishes feeling scummy (like there's food left on it -- not just water spots, stuff's not getting clean) - to the point I feel like I need to re-wash everything. So I was done. I did a bunch of looking online and I'd settled on a Maytag and then I went out to look at what my options were. Part of me thought I should just have Drew clean out the air gap and the drains, etc -- but I knew it'd only fix it for a bit and we'd back at it. It's a loser.

Anyway, home depot was discontinuing this model because the new one -- with the buttons in the top -- was coming out. I'm fine with the buttons on the front, plus this one has an adjustable top rack, which seems useful. Anyway, it's coming to my house next week. Watch out, I'm gonna be super cheerful. :)

Reminder

We do emergency preparedness on the months that have 5th Mondays. It seems like there's always one around conference. We tend to re-organize our 72 hour kits and put in clothes that will actually fit our children, replace cans that expired in 2005, stuff like that.

I know when I've made a 72 hour kit I feel a giant {phewsh} because it's done -- but just a reminder how important it is to assess what's in there and replace what needs replacing. For instance, we added some baby items to ours -- formula, bottles, diapers, wipes, some clothing. I think it's pretty hard to have everything you need for a baby for 72 hours but I figure it's a start. Also, baby's sizes change so much -- anyway, it's better than nothing.

We also talked about reasons we'd use a 72 hour kit and how the kids don't touch them. Good FHE. And now it's done, chalk one up for us. :)

Menu Plan Monday

Well, I'm supposed to be doing a low-sodium, glucose intolerant diet. Try and mix that in with a mom who would rather nap than prepare dinner. You get this menu (and no, it's not particularly low-sodium, but I am going to try and cut-out salt where possible).:

• Mexican: Sausage tacos (love that sausage from Costco -- makes such a fast dinner)
• Pasta: Macaroni and cheese
• Kiddie: America's Test Kitchen pizza again. Yum.
• Sandwiches: Cordon blu sandwiches
• Chicken: Pineapple chicken (I plan to use drumsticks and thighs instead of their B/S chicken)
• Other: Potato Bar and another option is America's Test Kitchen French Chicken in a Pot

I must admit I'm running low on ideas and initiative lately. Ugly stuff.

Nobody Move, I'm Fine. :)

It's amazing, once the stone is out, and you've had your nap from the morphine you're fine. No residual effects, thankfully. I sure hope it's my last stone.

In other news go get yourself some free body was at Walgreens. I doubt this little wonder is going to work long but here's the skinny so far:

1. Buy one body wash at 3.99 (there was a coupon in Sunday's paper for 75 cents off)
2. get a coupon (printed with your receipt) for one free body wash.
3. Buy another body wash with coupon (for me, it costs 33 cents for tax)
4. Get another coupon for a free body wash.
5. Buy another body was with that coupon (again paying 33 cents for tax)

and in the immortal words of the kind of Siam etcetera, etcetera, etcetera. Personally, I have a limit of 4 on myself per store. I hate to be greedy. :)
So far, I have 4 and I think I'm gonna run go get another 4 after my kitchen's clean.
Go team.
ETA: Deal dead, sorry peeps. Early bird caught the worm on this one. If you buy one
(with coupon even) you'll get the free one, but then it's over. What a shame.

It Slowly Seeps into my Bloodstream

Woke-up at 4:30 this fine AM with a new stoney friend digging into my bladder, or urethra or some part that is vitally important to me, and just doesn't deserve to be dug into.

Thought I'd take 1/2 an hour to drink and drink, and drink, and drink and see if I could get it to resolve. Shockingly, that didn't work and the back pain increased.

Boy, is this fancy.

So, 27 minutes ago I took a vicodin. I'm really wishing it'd take effect faster, I miss that morphine that's so delicious at the hospital. Problem is I have to get an IV and have all these questions, and see residents. I think I'll stick to my giant glass of water (already done a liter and a half, thanks so much) and the vicodin. Perhaps I need to take two.

BTW, it's entirely paid programming in the middle of the night now. What a bummer. I will have to make sure to have a stocked DVR when the baby comes. Should start taping Gilligan's Island now, I remember that being a favorite when Conner was born. :)

5:54 AM update -- took another vicodin at 5:30... I'm starting to feel a bit better, but still trying to find something on the internet that will amuse me enough to forget about it. Not having much luck.

6:21 AM update -- just starting to really feel the vicodin (like you feel the morphine right after they inject it). I've been catching up on a lot of private blogs that I always forget to read -- so that's been nice. Wonder if my comments make any sense.... I think in about 10 minutes I'll be ready for a nap. :)

7:44 AM update -- This isn't working, it's not helping and I can't calm down -- I am also on the verge of throwing up. Hard to say if it's the 14 gallons of water I've drunk (almost), the vicodin on an empty stomach or the pain. These are good times people. I feel like running around and screaming. Somehow, I don't think that will help.

4:52 PM update -- It only got worse, and then I started crying. Around 9:30 we decided to go to the hospital. Where we waited, and waited. Hospital beds just aren't so great for kidney stones and I wanted to run out in the hall and tell those nurses how to do their job. At one point I sat up and leaned over my vomit bucket (which I had used previously in the AM) which is not normally a position my wee one allows me to be in (being so darn high and all). However, all the sudden it stopped hurting -- I mean, my back. Down below still hurt. Finally the doctor came and gave orders. She put in my IV and I said I'd get up to pee before the morphine and what to my glorious eyes should appear in the strainer. My little stone. It was shaped like a teardrop -- the perfect way to wedge itself into my bladder. You tend to still get a few twinges after that so they still gave me the morphine and 2 L of fluid and sent me on my way. I came home for a quick nap before the kids got home from church. HUGE props to my friends Rowena and Andrea (who I am not related to, but she is growing on me) who helped with the kids. I initially thought I could just go by myself but since I was bawling my eyes out on the way and was pretty sure I'd be in a morphine stupor on the way home I thought it was best Drew came with. So, there you go -- stone number 3 during the pregnancy (#4 in the last year). Their only advice is to drink more. During pregnancy your body is in a perpetual state of dehydration. They also suggest I lower my salt intake, which I am going to try and be more vigilant with, but with my diet I can only do so much. {sigh} This one was the worst one. Vicodin didn't touch it. Who knows what makes one more than another. Let's hope it's the last.

Baby Stuff

My good friends were nice enough to throw a shower for me this morning. It was delightful to see everyone and oh, my goodness, the baby stuff is cute! Drew and I picked out a few of our favorites. I think my favorite one is her sportswear (the ski vest and the swimsuit). Too cute. Anyway, thanks to my friends -- as you can see, she's accumulating lots of clothes already -- and I felt very loved today.

Pics o' me

Someone forgot to take her camera off the high ISO, but at least it's not the same Dress you've seen before. Thanks to Drew for the pictorial.

Aren't I fancy, and a high rider. :)

How OB's try and get your hopes up

Why can't OB's be honest?

It's something I've thought for a while, but as my own doctor was saying, "oh, I bet she'll come early this time " -- for basically, no apparent reason I was like, "WHY DO YOU GET PEOPLE'S HOPES UP LIKE THIS?" And honestly, I think it's part of the reason SO many people get induced early. Doctors have acted like the baby will come early all along, so when it doesn't you would like him/her to back up that "gurantee".

My doctor checked my cervix and did my GBS culture. "Well, you're closed, high and thick, but your cervix is definitely soft." (btw, my baby is so high I think she also did a sinus culture while she was in there)... I mean, it's my 3rd baby... of course my cervix is soft.

I've actually had patients say, "this hurts -- is it supposed to hurt?" (referring to labor) Now, I know in a perfect world all these women would go to prenatal classes, but they don't. I wish doctors would educate a bit more.

And that is all.

Crafty Chick

I've been pretty darn crafty lately. The kids were complaining last night that they didn't have aprons (actually, they do -- but they're not functional in the slightest) so I made these adjustable aprons from dishcloths. We got a set of 3 dishcloths for 3.99 at Ross and then we drove to Joann's and picked out grosgrain ribbon for the ties. I found a tutorial for them here. I measured each kid's appropriate chest (which gave me the top measurement) and then from the top of their shirt to their waistline and then minused a couple of inches. That's how I decided how to angle the tops (so Spencer's isn't tying below his bum). It's kind of hard to explain. TOTALLY easy though. I haven't cut off the fabric on the back -- I still can, but I kind of like that it's not going to fray if I leave it like this. I think my total cost for these was 6 bucks. For both -- and I still have one more dishcloth. Pretty fancy eh?

I've been obsessing over the need to make some binkie clips (the pacifier clips onto the bottom of these). J's just happened to have notions 40% off last night, and that's the majority of the cost of these. I think the suspender clips are about 1.75 after discount (2/package), and the snaps were like 2 bucks after discount. Total cost for all 4 was 6.21. I know people sell these on etsy for around 5-1o bucks each. I think it took about 2 hours to make all 4, but I was also chatting on facebook at the same time.

Finally comes my super fantastic blog book (looks like some greasy little fingers have already found the cover). I adore it, it's over 350 pages long and I love how many pictures I thought to include in my blog during those 2 years. MAkes it a great family history album. Total cost for this was freakishly outraeous at 100 bucks, but it's one of a kind and you won't find this one etsy. It take take forever, but I am glad I did it.

Anyway, I miss it when I'm not creative. I mean, my back still hurts from sewing those clips last night... but I do find a lot of joy in fondling the finished product. If anyone wants further tutorial in making any of these, let me know. Really -- all were VERY simple (well, not the blurb book -- but it's worth it).

Annoyed

Today at Savemart, I find-out that corn dogs aren't the 16 count, they're like a 4 count -- which isn't a sweet deal at all -- but the 16 ct is featured in the ad.
{sigh}
Annoyed.
Of course, it doesn't take much. Esp. since I get to haul both kids to the grocery store. Happy teacher prep day.

Silly Safeway

Went to safeway, the fruit cups had a note on them saying they weren't included in the promotion.
I was annoyed. Only did one run of 10.
Graham Crackers are 1.50 at Lucky, Fuji apples are 79 cents and I got some day-old ground beef to stock my freezer with before the baby comes.
Feel the joy.

Grocery Deals for the Week

Some good deals this week:

Savemart (better than Lucky this week)

• Pork Loin Roast 1.99/lb
• Frozen Vegetables 79 cents (fri, sat and sun only)
• Corn dogs 2.00 (sweet deal)
• 1doz eggs 97 cents (with in-ad coupon)
• Salami 3.99 (with in-ad coupon, which can also be combined with a newspaper coupon that I happen to have)
• Grape tomatoes 2/3 (great for lunches)

Safeway

• Strawberries 2.99 for 2 #'s

They still have the buy 10 items save 5$ -- so most of the stuff (except Crystal light -- that ended) from my post about last week's trip should still work.
This week, I've just taken an assessment of what I need in the food storage
I'm going to buy (prices are after the 5$ discount):

• 10 Golden Grain Pastas for 7.50
• Diced Peaches for lunches 1.50 each
• Daisy Sour Cream 2.00
• Flex Bags 2.00 (these are great for the bags of baby stuff I'm gonna have to give away)
• Possibly some Jimmy Dean bacon or a thing of canola oil depending on any other deals I can find.

Anyone see anything else amazing?

It Takes Two

Just another title taken from Into the Woods.... :)

I've done my fair share of complaining about my husband on this blog (and I also think I do my fair share of expressing love for him too... I really try and evenly balance it -- but I must admit I tend to get more passionate when he's driving me insane).

However, he's been a rockstar lately. There are SO many things I really can't do anymore. Most of them include gardening and anything that involves prolonged bending. He has also been getting Conner almost every day so I can at least get a little cat nap before I start breaking up the post-school joy. He also does some of the jobs that I lack energy for. Plus, I write other stuff on the white board for him to do (like get down the car seat, re-plant cucumbers that have apparently died, etc.) -- and he plows through that list too.

You know, in CA they were considering taking "mother" and "father" off the birth certificate -- you know, so no one gets offended. But in reality -- HELLO -- there has to be a mother and a father, at least initially. I can't imagine how women do this alone, it's not something I'd like to try, or would I recommend. Let's face it -- it takes two. :)

P.S. Guess who finished her blurb book for Pulling Curls 2007-2008... I think it's supposed to come today. Guess who's excited. Guess what took about 9 years to do? :) Darn it, re-scheduled for tomorrow. Dang you fed-ex.

Siblings Without Rivalry: The Cliff Notes -- part 5

Final chapter is on fighting. It's not really something I can summarize -- except the fact that when kids aren't breaking any serious rules (aka, hitting, name calling or getting dangerous) they should solve their problems on their own.

Lately I think we've relied too much on the whole "flip a coin" strategy, and after realizing this I am aware it's better to have them figure out a solution their both happy with.

Huge fan of the Siblings Without Rivalry book. I highly recommend. Now to How to Live with your Children and Like them.

For the love of America's Test Kitchen

Totally getting into ATK -- Spencer and I tend to watch it every day at lunch.
Now that I can't get that pizza recipe, I thought I'd post the one they did today:
Four Cheese Lasagna
I've made some before that do separate -- leaving a lot of oily residue and they say theirs doesn't. I think you could get the ingredients at Trader Joe's fairly cheaply, but let's face it -- it's not going to be a 5$ meal.
Mmm, doesn't it look delish?

Menu Plan Monday

I think the biggest impact I've had on my menu plan Mondays is also cleaning out the fridge on that day. That way I realize what needs to be used up, or remember what I bought at the grocery store to use. Anyway, I highly recommend it.

• Mexican: Nachos (guess who is obsessed with Salsa as of late)
• Kids: Chili Dogs (requested by Conner)
• Pasta: Mac and Cheese (homemade)
• Sandwiches (I switched from soup since it's getting warmer): Meatball subs
• Chicken: Oven Fried Chicken
• Other: Mushroom Chicken (I had mushrooms to use up, as well as Moz cheese -- I've made this before, and it's pretty good) and Tuna Casserole

Nothing super fancy or new this week. Some weeks are just like that.

Natural Consequences

My children have been having a LOT of issues with the consequences of their actions lately. I wanted to do an FHE that ties into the 3rd article of faith on consequences.
I wanted to have some good natural consequences. So far I've come-up with

• dropping something
• getting something wet
• mixing baking soda and vinegar

Anyone else have some good ideas that would show that every action has a consequence?

Accentuate the Positive

I am really gettin' down lately. I know that pre-partum depression is the un-sung nemesis of pregnancy. I'm determined to stay positive so I can at least give my kids the 2 child experience for a little bit longer.

So, yesterday in church (I try and make a couple small goals each week during the sacrament -- so I can focus on stuff I'd like to do better at, at least 75% of the time my goal is to have better prayers {sigh}) I decided I wantd to find 5 positive things in my life every day. So far I have a couple today. It's always nice to keep your eyes open for that kind of thing.

In other news my friend told me she is READY to have her baby (she's due like 2 weeks after me) and while I definitely don't feel that way, I am ready to lose some of the uncomfortable-ness associated with this delightful month. However, I am all too aware of what awaits me when the little miss shows her pretty face. I also hold on to some notion that babies who go to term have a better transition to this air-breathing life. Not only right after delivery, but in terms of feeding/sleeping, etc. I have no proof, just a notion. You know, like a zipper.

Endless Monotony

The endless monotony is getting to me. Normally I'd plan a girls night, or find something to do -- but I can't. Sewing's pretty well out of the question right now, the belly's too big and I think I might be all sewed-out {gasp} -- at least for a bit. Drew's been gone a lot so I don't even have adult conversation. No work, no big stuff planned because I'm too big. At least I can get my goal in to scrapbook 2 pages a week -- right? Totally plain, totally boring -- but frankly, no one really cares and they're done.

So, what do you do those last few weeks of hibernation? Besides slipping into the endless abyss that is my DVR, I have very little joy.

On a side note, one thing I do find amusing are the shows "Toddlers in Tiaras" and "Little Miss Perfect." I can't believe how people who can't afford to live in their own houses are paying thousands to have their little darling in pageants. Amusing. Don't make your spouse watch though, if you'd like to stay married.

What Happened to Call the Shots

Call the Shots is definitely on hiatus during this pregnancy, but I do swap for haircuts with a good friend of mine. We're all pretty shaggy around here and I did a shoot for her. I thought it might give you some Easter ideas. You'll notice I was focusing a tad bit more on her adorable girl... she's just too cute. Maybe I'll have my own frilly pink thing next year. :) There's the link -- on the right, feel free to click. :)

Siblings Without Rivalry: The Cliff Notes -- part 4

I've done pretty well about reading every day this week (except for today). It's just a reminder to be a good parent, if nothing else.

Today's reading was not putting kids in roles.

I was thinking I did pretty well at this too, but I think it's almost more describing the behavior instead of saying "you're mean" or whatnot.

One thing I do is age roles. I do expect Conner to be more responsible, and I expect less of Spencer -- and while that's fine to a point I need to start expecting more of Spencer, and perhaps letting lose with Conner a bit.

A lot of the chapter focused on how to expect the best out of all of your kids, not what they've done prior. I think that's something we can all focus on a little more.

Next chapter's on fighting. As if my kids fight. :)

Safeway Run Today

Pretty impressed with my Safeway run today. Paid 35.00 for 139.03 worth of groceries -- a 75% savings :) . Plus, I have 4 dollars to spend on my next purchase at Safeway (if you add that in, it's 77% savings -- but I digress).
What'd I get for my 35 bucks?
First the mix and match items -- buy 10, get 5$ off your order -- I did 3 transactions)

• 8 things of Hunts pudding (end up 75 cents each)
• 6 things of Crystal Light (there's a Bricks coupon out there -- maybe google it -- for 1.00 off 2). PLUS, when you buy 3 you get 2.00 off your next order. Math looks like this:
• 6 @ 2.00 each = 12.00 - 2 dollars in coupons - 3 dollars from mix and match sale - 2X2 dollars on next order = 3 dollars for 7 cannisters. My kids will be overjoyed, they love this stuff, but I never buy it because it's so dang expensive -- btw, you do need to split these into 2 transactions, to get the 2 coupons on your next order (but you have to buy 3 in order to get the 2$ coupon -- confusing, I know)
• 1 Bag of salad (spinach is NOT on the mix and match sale -- sorry for the lie) 75 cents
• 6 arrowhead aquapods (there were coupons next to them for 1.00 off 2) math looks like this: 6@ 2.00 each = 12.00 -3 dollars in coupons - 3 dollars from mix and match AND for every 2 you get 2 dollars on your next order, so, minus 6 dollars = free (plus CRV) Pretty sweet, I know. C uses these in his lunch every week -- you don't have to split these up.
• 2 Dr. Pepper (75 cents each after mix and match)
• 4 Huggies Baby Wipes (you can use the 3$ coupon online on these -- making money)
• 2 kid's crest toothpaste (had a b1 get 1 free coupon)
• 1 bag cheetos 1.50
• 2 Pepperoni 1.50 each after mix and match

Other stuff I got:

• 1 bottle olive oil 6.99
• 1 thing of vanilla ice cream 2.50
• 1 bundle of asparagus 1.08
• Bag of pretzles 1.50
• 2 cans of chilis .85 cents/each
• 2 things of sliced swiss cheese 1.99 each
• Whipping cream 2.99
• Parmesean cheese (fancy kind I can't find at Costco -- stupid Costco) 4.00

And there you go. I went to Lucky and only saved 45% (hanging head in shame) but they do have some decent deals:

• Tuna 58 cents, limit two with in-ad coupon *** btw, I just bought a thing of Tuna at Costco -- theirs are still 6 oz, and the other tuna manufactures have decreased to 5 oz. Costco's were 84 cents/can -- and it was nice to stock-up. If I could find it for this price in unlimited quantities every now and then it'd be worth it, but I can't -- so the Costco price is pretty decent. This price makes it just about 12 cents/ounce and Costco's is 14 cents/ounce. FYI. :)
• Romaine Hearts 1.29 with in-ad coupon limit 2
• Mushrooms 1.79 (not amazing, but we haven't had some for a bit)
• 10# potatoes 1.79 (fri, sat and sun only)
• Strawberries 1.49 for 1# (sweet deal, Conner will be over-joyed)
• Hormel Natural choice lunch meat 1.99 with in-ad coupon limit 2
• Lunchables 1.00 (necessary for pregnant mom)

So, that's my grocery game for this week. Lemme know if you have questions. Trying to type this while helping Spencer with his homework.

Recipe Reviews

The America's Test Kitchen Pan Pizza is A-mazing! If anyone wants the recipe, lemme know. It's just a great pizza dough cooked in a cake pan (9 inch) with 3 tablespoons (I think next time I might just do 2 T) of olive oil. Some yummy homemade sauce with moz. cheese and pepperoni (they pre-cook the pepperoni for 30 seconds in the microwave to get off some of the grease -- and it helps it get crispier in the oven -- DElish). Anyway, Drew RAVED about it. In total it took about 90 minutes, but doable around homework help, etc. Five stars, fo sho.

Creamed Cabbage Soup -- actually really good. I'd say 4.5 stars. I really liked the creamy-ness with the cabbage, which I didn't know that I would. I used some turkey sausage instead of the ham. Missionaries liked it too.

Tonight I made the mexican Ramen Casserole It was SUPER fast and delish... really creamy and yummy. I'd make it again for sure, although I'd probably only give it 3.5 stars just because it's an easy fix, not something amazing. I couldn't find the chicken and mushroom noodles, so I made it with creamy chicken Ramen.

I'd urge you to try all 3.

In other news, Spencer lost our clicker for about an hour today. My lifeless-couch-existance flashed in front of my very eyes. He found it in the windowsill after we prayed about it. And he cried because I took away TV for tomorrow.

I'm mean, I know.

Siblings Without Rivalry: The Cliff Notes -- part 3

The third part is about equality.

This is something I do fairly well on. I mean, I am always keeping an eye out to make sure that experiences (helping with dinner, etc) are shared, but Conner is the only one that has gotten new clothes. That's just the way it is. I do, however, try to make a big deal about opening up the bin and seeing what treasures await us in the bin of clothes that Conner has left for him.

The chapter emphasises that each child is getting what they need. At certain times one is going to need more than the other. I think this is going to be particularly important for Spencer when the baby is born. The baby's already getting a lot of stuff, so I am trying to keep a watchful eye on how feels about that.

Making sure everyone's getting what they need is a harder job then you might think -- so it was a good reminder.

Things that Catch My Eye

Safeway has a 5$ off 10 items deal going -- buy 10 participating items and get 5$ off your transaction. Here's what caught my eye (everything is listed as its regular price -- you'll take 50 cents off if you buy 10)
Huggies Wipes 2.50 (coupons available)
Oatmeal 2.50 (coupons available)
Motts Apple Sauce -- for lunches 2.50
Hunts Pudding 1.25
Fresh Express Salad or Spinach 1.50
Crisco Pam spray 3.00
Crisco Oil 3.00
Kid's Crest 2.50
Cheetos 2.00
Sweet Baby Ray's BBQ Sauce 1.25
Tuna 1.25
Dr Pepper 1.25 (Drew's fav.)
Pepperoni 2.00

Anyway -- if I see any other amazing deals I'll post again.

Baby Daddy

Does anyone else find it miraculous that more husbands of pregnant women aren't killed? Personally, I find it HIGHLY sad when a pregnant woman's husband kills her. Can you imagine the thoughts that run through her head? ALL of that work for nothing...

They will never get it. I think I've thought more about this on this pregnancy then before -- especially because of my diet that I've had to follow since week 10. How they will never get what it's like to be sole provider for the wee one, alone, for 9 months. The doctors appointments, the blood draws, the aches, the pains, the kidney stones. {sigh}

Of course, I probably don't get what it's like to live with me. I often am fighting the urge to throw things at him. My emotions whirl on a dime, he has no clue what I'm mad at -- but he is aware of one thing. I am mad. REALLY mad.

Anyway, I've seen it in the women's eyes I deliver. They're tired of the spouse acting like they care. They might care, but they don't know and it's hard to live with the fact that you are an incubator while they live their lives.

How does your spouse cope while you're pregnant? Hiding? Laughing it off? Buying you stuff? Maybe you guys could give Drew some hints. :)

Siblings Without Rivalry: The Cliff Notes -- part 2

Today's chapter was about no comparisons.
I think I'm fairly good at this, but I think it's hard not to let one slip out every now and then.
Mostly just a good reminder to not let it slip out.
Just describe the behavior, with no comparisons needed.

My Baby's Going to Come out My Mouth

No, it's not that I'm throwing up that much -- it's that I'm so darn HIGH.

Look at this picture -- it's all rightup there in my face.

I don't remember the other two being such high riders.

and yes, I do have more than one maternity outfit to wear to church -- just so happens this one tends to be on when I have a minute to have Conner take my picture.

At least I'm in focus this time. :)

Menu Plan Monday

Three posts in one day, I know... it's impressive. It's concert week around here so I tried to make stuff as easy-shmeasy as humanly possible.

• Mexican: Tacos
• Pasta: Mexican Casserole (interesting... with ramen noodles)
• Kids: America's Test Kitchen Pan Pizza (I got this online after watching the episode... I've never tried to make my own pan pizza, so I thought it might be fun to try... or it might not -- somehow I can't find it now)
• Soup: Creamed Cabbage Soup feeding this one to the missionaries tonight. I have a church thing tomorrow so this is our Irish meal. :) Anything with cabbage is Irish, right? :)
• Chicken: Oven fried chicken and noodle roni (I use Bisquick to make mine, mix it with paprika, salt and pepper -- toss chicken in it and throw it in the oven for a bit -- if anyone wants specifics lemme know -- this is a great recipe for a busy afternoon of homework/etc.)
• Other: Fish Sticks and baked potatoes

You'll notice it seems like a pretty simple week, and I think that's important when you're planning -- to look ahead and make sure you're not getting in over your head.

Drew's just finishing the tomato cages right now. Not too hard to make at all. Of course, I'm not Drew. :)

Siblings Without Rivalry: The Cliff Notes -- part 1

I have a goal this week to read one of my parenting books for 1/2 hour every day. I chose Siblings Without Rivalry first because we have plenty of siblings and plenty of rivalry. :) I was going to write down a few of my thoughts after I finished, and I figured I might as well compose a blog entry. Here are some goals for me to work on with the boys:

1. They need to feel comfortable being angry at one another. I tend to squash it early on -- but they share a room, they're different ages with different likes, etc. and by gosh they're gonna have times when they really resent each other, and that's OK. Allow them to find the words to say that.

2. They need to realize they're angry at an action or a situation, and not so much the person. If Conner hits Spencer and runs off, I need to get to the root of it and give him a feeling sentence "You feel angry when Spencer knocks down your Lincoln Logs" -- something like that.

3. Try and veer away from name calling and hitting. We don't have much of either of these right now but I can see them becoming a problem at times. Words that describe the situation/event that caused the problem are more appropriate.

Honestly, this is my 3rd run through this book (I usually read it every spring, now that I think about it). She has so many great real life situations, I really appreciate it. In the first section she gives the analogy of your spouse bringing home another spouse -- and how you'd want your feelings acknowledged and appreciated, not just have them squashed by him/her. I'm gonna try and keep that one in the back of my mind as I try and referee some of this out.

Also, this book reminded me that I'm gonna have issues with the other 2 when the baby's born. I think I've mostly thought about a LOT of sleepless nights and the stuff we'll need, etc. Reality is that it's a big change for them too. This book's giving me a lot of things to think about.

Breast is Best

I'd been wanting to do an entry on breastfeeding.

Some of you might recall my breastfeeding story with Conner. I came home, with 2 full years of pediatric office experience and figured everything would work out fine. I knew we'd have to do some tweeking, but it'd work. Well, it didn't. After about 1/2 hour on a hospital-grade pump I'd get about 5-10cc's of breast milk. Of course, I didn't realize that until we'd been home a day or so and my child stopped having wet diapers, or poop... and was crying a lot. Like, all the time. Frankly, so was I. So I went on reglan (it made me crazy), and fenugreek (made me smell like maple syrup -- but I still took it faithfully), and I did increase my production to about 10-15 cc's (1 ounce is 30 cc's -- fyi). However, the reglan made it so I couldn't sleep. I had a 4+ episiotomy and I decided to work out one day because I was about ready to jump out of my skin (which is a side effect of Reglan, FYI). Needless to say, jumping around to Paul Abdul's high impact aerobics isn't the best plan when your pelvic girdle is already split in two. I was losing it, I'd breastfeed, finger feed (using a tube and my finger) and then pump -- taking about 1.5 hours in total and then I'd re-do it 1.5 hours after that -- and some insane lactation consultant told me to do that 24 hours a day (seriously, she should be shot). My doctor also told me to do sitz baths every 4 hours because my cut was so etended. AND, instead of just giving me a normal sitz bath, they told me to do it just in my tub. So, there I was squatting in a tub with my 4+ episiotomy bawling my eyes out because this was my new reality. I'd literally cry every time I saw Conner. I didn't want to see him, my nipples were bleeding, and all I could think was that it was my job to feed him and I couldn't do it. And there was no way my sweet baby would be deprived of the benefits of breastfeeding, and be fed by that nasty formula. By some ironic coincidence all of my friends with kids already were out of town at this time, so my support system was entirely lacking. I had one friend who called every day and I bawled to her on the phone. She told me things would be fine, that I would get through it.

I did, and it was from one lactation consultant who said, "Sweetie, you need to stop." It'd been two weeks of this. I was probably get 1-2 hours of sleep/night, and I couldn't stand to look at the infant who had turned my life into hell. So I stopped. I stopped the pumping, I pulled out a giant can of formula and I stuck a bottle in that little boy's mouth. And you can't imagine the bliss that came over his face. The fact that he wasn't having to suck my fingernail off to get some drops of his only sustenance was divine to him. I felt all the guilt that was pent up in every cell in my body melt away. God had created formula for situations like this. Suddenly I started to notice how cute he was, how he made nice cooing noises and felt warm and soft. Perhaps I could do more with him then feed him. Perhaps he might be 10 IQ points below the national average, but at least I could look at him this way.

And there it is. I am a formula mom. I tried about a week with Spencer with similar results. After feeding him for 45 minutes at Kaiser I was elated, but they weighed him and he'd gained 1/10th of an ounce {sigh} (but they did come out with like 10 cans of formula because they felt sorry for me). I am hoping that these female hormones that are coursing through my uterus right now have somehow perked up my boobs so maybe I could get an ounce, and then supplement with the rest. For, you see, I do think breast is best. And now I know a lot more about it than I did 8 years ago. But I also know that love trumps all. I also know my son's IQ's are not below average. Conner had issues with ear infections, but Spencer didn't -- and they both got the same "treatment." Conner has pretty bad allergies, but Spencer doesn't. God makes us all different.

So, I was interested in this article I heard about on the Today Show today. You see some women performing instant judgement on women who choose not to breastfeed. I can see their little gears saying I didn't try hard enough, or long enough, or I lie that I didn't get that little of milk. That's fine. I applaud mothers everywhere who even give it a go. It's ugly stuff in the beginning. Anyway, I appreciated the article, although it's really long. I think I'll read it a bit more in depth later on. I think one of the best things the media could do is make realize that it will be one of the hardest parts of having a baby (especially your first). It doesn't come easy, it takes work, and partners need to support them in it.

It's hard not to get my hopes up this time that it will work, to look longingly at the lilly pads and bags to hold all that milk I'll pump. However, I did buy my first thing of formula today, and I plan to buy a box at Costco when I go this month. I can't imagine I won't have to supplement anyway. I am so glad that I'm more than 8 years out from having those experiences with Conner. And perhaps the most important lesson is that love does trump all. If you take the time, and the energy regardless of what resources you have at your disposal God does take care of the rest. I'm glad this woman wrote this article. I too feel like breastfeeding is just another thing we as women can beat ourselves up over. Heavens knows we have enough of those already. Go moms, go.

ER, the Reunion During the Show

I've watched ER since, well... since forever. I think I didn't watch the first season, honestly because it came on too late, also there was sex on it and I don't think my parents let me watch it. As soon as I came of age, and realized I was going to major in nursing I started watching.
And I watched faithfully.
and I still do.

Even though it stinks. I watch it.

This last week Dr Benton, Juliana Marguilese and George Clooney were back on. It was like the reunion show of mash while they were still at war. Kind of weird.

But there I am, floating back to my apartment at the Regency.

There I am, wondering if I can ever be as good as Nurse Hathaway.

Wondering if doctors really act that way (yes).
Wondering if people sleep around that much (almost).
Wondering if I'd ever get into nursing school.
Wondering what'd it be like to be yelling out BP's and heart rates.

And now I know.

I know that doctors can be the biggest losers, fat people have nothing on them.

I know that nurses run the show.

I know that beds don't go so high, doctors have to deliver babies on a ladder (did anyone see that episode?).

Only two more episodes. Although I REALLY wish Nurse Hathaway was on more this season. She was my idol. Strong, caring, thoughtful -- and sweet hair.
Reminds me of someone I know.

The One Where Jack Sparrow is Converted and Gets the Priesthood

Yesterday was our stake's "Stake Play" (great name, isn't it)? My kids keep talking about the girl who got her tiara stolen, and the missionaries coming to covert Jack Sparrow. That's pretty much what they got from it.

It was great, God bless the leaders who did it. Drew did it the last 2 times, but was blessed by my pregnancy this time and somehow got out of it. The kids have a great time. The leaders, well... it's time consuming. But, he has always enjoyed getting to know the kids.

But it did remind me of the good ol' roadshow days. I miss those. I mean, they got pretty bad at one point -- but they always had a gospel theme, and often involved parents and youth, and sometimes even older primary kids -- a real family affair. The only thing I remember from my ONE roadshow was Satan torturing people (my dad wrote it) and singing a lovely little diddy. Good times indeedy-doo. Seems like after that we got heavily into dance routines. Our stake was highly into ballroom dance. I remember not having my testimony especially built by the fact I lacked coordination.

So, what does your stake do? Do they do some big production like this? Ours only does it every 3 years. I think it takes that long to recouperate from the last one. It takes a LOT of family time, both from the kids and the leaders.

*** A stake is a geographical area of the LDS church. Our main congregation is a ward, and then they group a few of those wards together to make a stake. And yes, we do meat at the steak house. Except it's spelled meet at the stake house. Bummer, no steaks were served. I would've enjoyed one. ******

Early on a Saturday

Lately, I've been getting up early on Saturday. Balancing the checkbook, heading out to Safeway (I HATE that they have nice sales on Saturdays -- why oh WHY can't you do it on Fridays?), just gathering myself before we start the day. Part of me thinks I'm entirely insane, but the other part enjoys doing things alone and being productive. Most likely I'll get a nap anyway sometime during the day.

Yesterday was pink Friday and guess who didn't get one. Well, no one in our district did (I am talking about a pink slip for teachers, btw -- and not the kind you wear under your skirt), but most especially our fine musical husband. Even though this is our 8th year with the district, he was still at risk. Someday, maybe we'll be safe. It's nice to know we have a job for another year. Hopefully my disability payments come soon. I keep trying to figure out how much they'll be on the site but I don't think I have the brainpower. Oh, and btw when ARE we getting those tax refunds? I'm starting to lack patience. It's shocking, but true.

Husband's going to be gone a lot this week. Really wanting the kids to step it up and not drive me into a crumbled heap. I'm re-reading all my favorite parenting books (Siblings without Rivalry, Raising your Kids and Liking them and Babywise) as of late (links to them in this entry). Trying to make sure this transition goes over ans smoothly as humanly possible.

Just trying to remind myself I am human. A human with another human inside of her. I think I'll take us both to Safeway now.

When Frugal hits Too Much

There's different tiers of being frugal, and sometimes I'm on my game and trying as hard as I can, and sometimes I'm just a pull a can of chicken out of the food storage and screw how much it costs kind of a gal? Know what I mean?

For instance, will I be frugal enough to grind my own wheat? and honestly, would it save me any money anyway? Still, I am torn on the wheat grinder. Would the money be better left in our emergency savings? It seems like everyone on here was "go for it." And frankly, I lean towards "no way" -- because space and money are my two big issues here. Anyone want to play devil's advocate? Come on, I know there are plenty of devils out there!

Today I chose to crock-pot up some of the super cheap chicken I got a few weeks ago. I just put it in with some celery, onion, water and a few baby carrots and set it on high for about 3.5 hours. When the chicken was up to temperature I pulled it out, let it cool for a bit. I strained out the vegetables and kept the liquid to use as chicken stock. Then I took the chicken off the bone (I skinned it before I put it in the crock pot -- which meant I needed to pull it out of the freezer yesterday), and put it in plastic containers -- about 1.5 cup portions. I mean, it was incredibly frugal of me.

Would I do it every day? No, I wouldn't.

I think most people are frugal on a level. I think the goal is to kick it up to the next level, where possible. That was my attempt at it today. Now, when I want a can of chicken (which seems to be happening more and more lately) I can just pull a little container out of my freezer. I've also considered doing this with ground beef, and dried beans. Maybe if each week I just chose a different things to do some prep work on each week, it would help out a lot. Do any of you do this? So, what are you gonna kick up this next week?

BTW, the heater's igniter just went out. We are 200 bucks poorer, but it's fixed and the warm air makes me happy. And heavens knows we all need to be happy. I am also happy I didn't have to buy a new one. REALLY happy about that.

ETA: Holy Guacamole is this bag cute. It also doesn't involve much of my least favorite job -- cutting out.

{wah}

Our heater was sure blowing a lot yesterday, but I didn't notice. I was still cold but figured it was just my cold acting up.
This morning I noticed the air wasn't warm. It wasn't even lukewarm.
{wah}
The furnace is out. Tried to re-light the pilot light, no help.
{wah}
All of us have colds, except for C.
Turns out our furnace is like 15 years old. I really don't want to replace it, I love it so.
Please say a little prayer for our furnace, and that we will have a warm house here soon.

Bibbers

Bought some stuff today at Joann's, and even though I feel a cold coming on, I can't help but post what cute stuff I made.

What did I use? Regular quilting cotton (1/3 yd), fusible lamination and snaps. The 3 bibs don't come cheap, but they're completely waterproof and wipe-off-able. The lamination (which for me, came in 2 yd's pre-packaged stuff) was only enough for all 3. The package of snaps would've only been enough for 2 bibs, but I had some extras (I made something similar when Conner was a baby). You can buy laminated Cotton, but it's expensive and I'd have to pay shipping. My total for the fabric, snaps and the lamination stuff was 20 dollars. I still have enough for 5 more regular bibs (I have some old batting I'll use to put between the 2 layers of cotton). I figure it's at least 5 bucks/bib cost for these. Just FYI. However, they are awfully cute and hopefully will be convenient. Oh, the extra nice thing, is you just undo the snaps on the bottom and wipe out the crumbs on the bottom and then re-snap. Fancy, I know. :)

Do you Grind?

No, not THAT kind of grinding.

Wheat grinding.

Yes, I'm Mormon and I don't have a wheat grinder. Shame on me.

Our stake is doing a group buy of the blendtec one. It's a pretty good price, and I've been considering getting one for at least a year.

So, what do I want to do? Will I use it? Maybe. I think I would. It sounds like this one's pretty fast and at least it's compact.

Really, I'm in a quandry. Do you have one? Why?

Super Diaper Deal

This week at Walgreens there's a great diaper deal.

Buy 25$ worth of Huggies (jumbo packs are 10, and wipes are 6), get 10 back.

Because I'm stocked on wipes (seriously, I still have some from S -- do you think they're still wet? -- they're still sealed, maybe I should check), I got 3 packs of the jumbo diapers.
There is also coupons at http://www.coupons.com/ that you can use -- print 2. There are 5 dollar and 3 dollar coupons (you can print 2 of each).

So, my total (because I had a bunch of sweet friends that sent/gave me coupons -- I had 8 of them, btw -- they re-set them, if you printed them out at the beginning, check again -- maybe you can print more!) was just under 50 dollars for 9 packs of diapers (2 newborns, 5 size 1's and 2 size 2's... wasn't quite sure of my sizing). PLUS I have 30 dollars to spend at Walgreens between now and 3/23. I am annoyed that it doesn't just come off your total, and that the RR expire, but whatever. I figure I need some tylenol, binkies, gas drops. Also, I saw that the Walgreens brand diapers are 2 for 9 dollars next week. Maybe I'll get a few of those (word on the street, the supreme ones are pretty darn decent).

Anyway, I know the stock is dwindling, but perhaps they'll re-stock before the end of the week.

Oops, forgot to mention you can get 75 cents back for each package through Caregivers Marketplace. It's a rebate type thing, but def. seems worth your while!

Sunday, Sunday

Dang, I hate daylight savings. I don't know if we're saving it or spending it right now, but it sure is a bummer in the Spring.

So glad for Sundays though, what a day of renewal. I don't know what your sundays are like, but for us it's just a day of rest. Getting back to family, to God and centering ourselves for the week ahead. I feel bad for people who aren't able to spend it that way (or choose not to).

UVU's new President

**This is totally a Utah post -- UVU is the local college that has gone from being a technical school when I was small to a state university this past summer... feel free to entirely ignore.**

Now, I will claim a bias. We definitely called Utah Valley University (formerly known to most of us as UVSC or "the tech" if you're my mom) "Timpview College" back in the day. About 1/2 of our teachers taught there as well, and many times you could continue with them when you went to college, which -- in hindsight is a little weird.

Anyway, they picked a new president. I just don't get it. To me it shows one of two things:

1. They want to be BYU? Holland was a great president at BYU, so they figure his son will bring that to UVU. BUT, might I state in the strongest of terms that UVU is NOT BYU. They are not run by the church, they do not have the same honor code or requirements for religious education. People out of state planning to send their child to a different BYU by sending them to UVU are sadly mis-informed.

2. The new president is only an associate professor at BYU. What does that say about UVU? I will let you be the judge. I will mention that after having a father in a lot of administrative posts at BYU I can only imagine there are people with similar experiences at UVU. Why weren't those people promoted? Or someone from the U?

Let me also state that I think UVU is a great state college. But it is just that. You don't see a lot of people paying out of state tuition to come to San Jose State. It's a great option for kids who live around here, but with out of state tuition I can't imagine paying those prices for what you'll get.

Maybe I'm missing something here. I was just surprised.

Girly Stuff

First off, I was very nervous about finding a blessing dress. I knew that a giant one (hopefully made of something silky so everyone would wonder if Drew would drop her the whole time) was out of the budget as I looked online (omg, 249 for a BLESSING dress? I barely paid that for my WEDDING dress), but I found this adorable one at Carters yesterday (btw, I have a link to a 35% off coupon if anyone is interested). I am realizing that having a little girl is about accessories. Those shoes completely kill me. {sigh} I just need to find a headband (so Drew can worry about it the whole time she's up there).

Here are the blankets. You've seen them all before, but I couldn't help taking pictures of all of them this AM and then show you what an AMAZING job I did on the binding of the big quilt (which took longer than anything else). I know, I'm amazing. Again, huge props to my friend Millie for walking me through a couple of things. OH, and I ended-up using embroidery floss to tie it instead of yard. Yarn was just TOO thick. I don't love the floss look. But frankly, it's done. And it's still adorable. Oh yeah, and on the upper right is the "sensory" blankets I made out of my extra fabric. I've heard kids love these. I don't think it was an option when I had the boys.

Now for the drool bibs. I ended-up making my own pattern because I wanted to be able to get 4 bibs on each 1/4 yard of flannel. These are just drool bibs. They're made out of flannel and backed with terry cloth (I guess i could use them for eating bibs in a pinch but I think I'd prefer a surface other than terry cloth on the back -- thinking about making some oil cloth ones -- plus, these are a little small for feeding). Total cost on these was great. I think I ended-up with 16'ish bibs for around 12 dollars.

Here's the burp cloths. I found the pattern here. I ended-up trying out the batting, and I really like how thick they are. We'll see how much I love them. But frankly, who wouldn't with all the cute flannel choices out there?

I also bought more flannel then I needed for both the bibs and the burp cloths, so if you see them at a shower near you... well, don't be too disappointed. :) Oh, and the diaper bag came yesterday. I really LOVE all the pockets. I knew I would. I'm not in love with the fact it doesn't scream FASHION DIVA, but frankly -- I probably wouldn't love it if it did. It's great, I'm excited to fill it.

So there, can you believe it? I must admit I still look longingly over at the boy's infant stuff. I really love boy's infant stuff. The soft blues, browns and greens. Plus, they have much better patterns. Seems like with a girl all they have to come-up with is a heart or a flower. Of course, then I check out the dresses and I'm back with my full attention to the female side. And let's not even talk shoes. Shall we?

Food Storage Update

Well, my littl system is working well. I am trying to update my storage lists on the first Saturday of every month. I also then print out grocery lists for the month, and just pre-type the things that we really need. I also did a Costco run this month and took note of some things I thought might be cheaper there than I could get it at the grocery store. Off hand, the things I noticed that I could get cheaper at Costco:
Lunch Applesauce (if your children were smart you could just put it in a little tupperware in their lunch, but my child would never bring that home, or he'd crack it... so I work around that)
Tomato Paste (haven't seen this on sale in a LONG while -- got a few today for 59 cents -- they're 49 cents at Costco)
Anyway, here's the google documents. Each time I update it I'm trying to re-update my target/best prices that I've gotten to give you guys an idea. I hope it helps
Food Storage Google Doc.
I think this is really helping me. I don't over-buy, which is a BIG issue with me. Plus, knowing that we need all month long really helps (and having it on my grocery list -- which I print-up anyway).

One on One with La-la-Walters

My friend Lara is doing a little interview on her blog. Here's her questions for me:

1. What has been your greatest accomplishment? (Having children doesn't count: I think of them as a work in progress that will someday be my greatest accomplishment...don't you?) Um, finishing nursing school. Honestly, thoughts of dropping out were speckled along the way. Hated my teachers, not so fond of many classmates and let's not even go into the nurses we worked with. But, it's over and it's a great job now.

2. What is one thing people can appreciate about you? My sense of humor. I think I can turn almost any situation into a funny one -- if I search far enough.

3. What is your favorite comfort food, and what is your strongest memory tied to it? Probably Fettuccine Alfredo -- and my strongest memory is having it at Brick Oven with Lara, esp. on the first time we met. Or perhaps this last time when we were bombarded by annoying Stadium of Fire girls.

4. If you could meet anyone (living or dead) who would it be and why? Probably one of my uncles. I know they'd be honest about what was going on in heaven and how the whole plan was gonna work out.

5. What would I find in your refrigerator right now? A lot of food. My fridge is always STOCKED. I know you're shocked.

Your Baseline

In labor and delivery we take many classes on how to interpret fetal heart rates. One of the main principles is the baseline -- the point that the heart rate comes to at rest, or most of the time. It's usually a range of 10-15 beats/minute. However, if for 10 minutes the heart rate changes for that long -- it's considered your new baseline.

I was thinking about it the other day. Sometimes you have periods in your life where your life dips down. It's a low point, and you come back up. But, at what point does that become your "new baseline" -- your new reality.

I remember watching a John and Kate episode where she said it took her a good year to realize that was their new life. The craziness they were living in was what they were going to live in. Once she accepted that, she said things got easier.

My life is currently a new baseline. I'm now home full time, and I have a pain that makes me lay down a couple of times a day (although, I had physical therapy yesterday, and that helped a lot -- surprisingly -- maybe it was just having someone listen to my pains for 1/2 hour that helped -- who knows, but I do have some exercises to help with it). This wasn't that difficult of a baseline to accept. However, soon we'll be moving to a new baseline -- one with little sleep, lots of cuddles, bottles and perhaps some sibling bitterness. Of course, I am hoping it won't be our baseline -- that it will just be a few weeks and then we'll return to normal... but even then, normal will be new.

Anyway, look at me getting all introspective in these last few weeks.

In other news, I'm not going to go to Kaiser today.
Really, I'm not. Nope, not gonna do it.

Just Complain

I thought I would just say the specific person I REALLY wanted a call back from, called me back.

Nothing makes me happier then crossing something off my "to-do" list that's been on there for a while. Feels so gosh darn refreshing. Maybe I should complain about more things on my blog (as if that was possible).

Similar to a kidney stone. Although, I am sure Drew prefers the crossing off, so he doesn't have to look and admire it. :)

Call Backs

Does anyone call back these days? I mean, I've left messages with people, and I figure I am doing it just because I like to waste my time -- I hardly EVER get calls back. I'm not talking friends, I'm talking business people. It's SO annoying. Is it not expected to return your calls anymore? A personal favorite is how at Kaiser they like to pass things between OB and Internal medicine. WHO THE HECK CARES, just SOMEONE ORDER IT. :)

Anywho. Just trying to get back to my regular life today. Every once and a while I'll get a twinge of pain and I want to start freaking out, sadly the baby often provides a nice bounch on my bladder every hour or two. She's staying in for a bit.

In other news we're making our own tomato cages this year. Like these. It's been a big investment, because the roll of stuff is pretty dang expensive. However, we'd be happy to sell some of it to our friends if anyone is interested. The reason we're doing it is because the regular ones seem to just collapse under the weight of the tomato plants. These keep them all up and off the ground, and hopefully we'll get more produce. Or, we'll fail miserably. Either way, the lady at the local garden swore by these. So we'll try it. :) As for how big our garden is, we just have small strips around our yard. We really try and pack a lot into these areas -- putting taller plants in the back, and shorter ones in front. I don't really have a method to my gardening madness, but it's fun. Does it save us money? Probably not, although I have heard that with the water shortages around here produce, could get ugly. Either way it's a great learning tool for our kids. And I must admit, having a garden is nice when dinner time rolls around.

Man, it's raining up a storm around here. Maybe I'll have to use my concrete fencing to build me an ark.

Menu Plan Monday

Well, if I had ANYTHING on my to-do list, it was to get out my kidney stone. And I DID it (but not until 7 pm tonight)! It was about 6 mm -- and seems like it's bigger then my first one (much bigger then the last one). Although, according to my blog -- that one was also 6 mm. Anyway, the lesson I have learned is that when I feel the pain, I just need to stop -- take my medicine, and drink, and drink, and drink. I think if I'd done that yesterday (which would've meant skipping church) I wouldn't have had all the issues. Sometimes you need to know when to pull back.
But, without further adieu, I just planned this week's menu:

• Mexican: Mexican Lasagna (saw this today as I was laying on my bed, looked fresh and yummy)
• Pasta: Sausage cream tomato sauce pasta
• Kids: French bread pizza
• Soup: Southwestern Chicken and White Bean Soup (using dried white beans)
• Chicken: Paprika Chicken and Asparagus
• Other: Oven fried chicken with some assorted side

Tonight we had take-out pizza. Drew did a great job filling in but he was done by dinner time. Who really can blame him?

Morphine

Nasty little kidney stone bugging me all weekend. This evening it got ugly. Back started hurting, intense pain. Not my friend.

Went to the hospital, got some morphine and some IV fluids. Morphine was weird. For the first minute after I got it I had to remind myself to breathe. Didn't have that reaction before, wasnt particularly fond of it, but it did help.

Dr. released me telling me if I had it again, and it wasn't contractions to just take a vicodin and drink like a mad woman (I tried to drink it out tonight, drank almost 4 L before I went in... got another L while I was there). Glad to know I have something to do other than go get poked, etc.
My friend Rowena took me. Seriously, what a great friend. She kept me company the whole time, and drove me home. Can't say enough nice things about her.

But now it's 3:15 am and my nose is itching like CRAZY. I know it's a side effect, and I think I even had it last time, I just never connected the two. So now I have morphine, a vicodin and benedryl on board. I even coated my nose with hydrocortizone but that didn't help.
Can we say walking zombie tomorrow? Luckily, Drew's already taken the day off. Spencer has a check-up and I'm pretty sure I won't be up to functioning.

Gosh, this pregnancy sure is fun.

BTW, yes, you can take narcotics during pregnancy. You don't want to take them with an impending delivery (you can take the stuff we give you in labor, just not morphine) because it does depress the baby's respiratory drive, but since she's not coming out any time soon it's fine. We do it all the time in L&D.

Planning

Drew and I were just trying to figure out how to get all that we want in our garden, actually INTO our garden. The seedlings are growing strong (mental note, take picture). Our hopes are to do cantaloupe (kids really want to, although I'm sure the squirrels will be the happiest over this one), cherry tomatoes (different colors -- thanks to our fancy hybrid seeds), regular tomatoes (I think ours are called Celebrity tomatoes), cucumbers, peppers, strawberries, peas, carrots (different colors, super fancy), zuchinni, beans, raspberries, green onions, garlic and potatoes. We've grown them all before except for potatoes (any ideas people?), but we're mixin' up the garden this year. Rotating crops, all that jazz. Maybe hoping to throw the squirrels off. :) Since the drip system was the big project last year, I would like Drew to build some tomato cages this year -- out of fencing. Have any of you ever done this? We have the crappy wire kind, but it's time to get some bigger guns. :)

Also took this fine Sunday to do some scrapbooking. Again, NOTHING fancy (in fact -- the bottom of the layout on the right got cut off... that's annoing, it just says Easter... but still).. just gettin' it done. Making pages for the kids to flip through. Trying to be the best mom ever. Of course, I will need my new diaper bag before I get that title OFFICIALLY. :) Oh, and if anyone wants to give me diaper coupons, don't feel like I'd be offended by your fine acts of generosity.