Why Weekend: Weightloss

Hilary, what's up with the weight loss thing?  I mean, everyone has a few pounds to lose, right?
Yes, most everyone could lose a few pounds, but I have over 50 to go.  People are always shocked when I say that.  I think I must have small bones.  I'm not even trying to get to an anorexic weight, just so the wii doesn't call me overweight (I just switched from obese to overweight, yay!).

I hate how I look in photos.
I hate how my stomach is in the way when I bend over
I hate that my glucose tests have put me on the border for glucose intolerance
I hate how I can't shop with my friends
I hate getting winded when I take small hikes

I hate that.  I need to change it.  It's honestly one of the few things in my life where I don't feel like I have some control over it.  Ever since I got married I just added pounds.  I got married at about 120 pounds, and let's just say that's not even my goal weight.  Not even close.

Anyway, I am doing it, and I know I can.  I am so thankful for friends who support me and prop me up when I'm down about it.

Life goes on.  Hopefully, just with less wind resistance. :)