Not Today

{sigh}

The job, the job we thought brought all of this on because it was so terribly perfect... that job is going to someone else.

I'm not going to lie, I am devastated.

I really thought that was what God was doing... he had made this happen because of that job.

But it wasn't.  And the spirit works in weird and mysterious ways that we can't understand.

I guess.

Hot on the trail of any job that might speak his name Drew is back on the computer.  I am borrowing his laptop to share a bit of our drama.

I mostly am sad.  I'm sad that this isn't our opportunity. 

I do have faith that our opportunity is out there.  Just not sure where.... not particularly sure of anything right now.